On my side September 20, 2007
Posted by grincuddle in : Uncategorized , 4commentsI’d like to share what is really “on my side”;
I will firstly inscribe what my -likes- are:
- Talking well not all the time. but I really love talking to someone and to anybody. I get bored if i’d stay alone without anyone to talk with. For me, Talking is also getting any information.
- Novelty and the unusual This is really true. In my entire life. I wanted always that is something new. Anything that is new to my eyes. Whenever depression comes in, Shopping is the only way to overcome it. ahihii….it sounds expensive I think but I am not a choosy one. All I want is new even it is cheap.
- Variety in life Collecting is one of the best thing I want. I’d love watching my collection in an organized way. I easily get bored if there’s no variety in my work. Just like here in the office, most of the time, I have a free time to do anything in the desk. And i thank to my officemate for introducing me to create a blog and with this I am satisfied of my time. I consider that life is a dull without knowing the best variety that fits you.
- Multiple projects all going at once ahahaha…I remembered my husband, I used to do anything at once. Just for instance, while cooking, I am doing gardening too. ahahha..that is one of the crazy thing I’d love to do. I make my time more valuable. Another term for that is “multi-tasking”…ahaha..I guess I just did what I had learned from school due to my Computer Science course. Well, that is very useful if we are in a rush I guess.
- Reading Hmmmm no need to explain. I love writing because I like reading also. Well, a sort of “kaliwaan”, Reading is gaining knowledge and writing is sharing ur knowledge also…both are fun…ahahah..
Hmmm…on my side is a funny person who loved to talk and to learn anything.
Pink September 12, 2007
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This is my daughter pleasant position ever! This was taken last August 20’s I think. I borrowed my sister’s camera due to her 4go10 memory ever…hahhaha. She forgot to bring this along with her bag. And as we go to sleep sana, I joyfully saw this “gadget†on my desk. Then I rapidly thinking of “hmhmmmmmmmm….gamitin ko kaya to…â€hahahah….and Nicole says that “tala mama, pishur tayo†kaya ayun! Nice ano?
Isn’t that great idea? hahahha!
Pishur….pishur…….
Part of d’song I’d like to hear… September 7, 2007
Posted by grincuddle in : Uncategorized , add a comment“All the Love in the World” - The Corrs
My imagination just stole me away, (Still…) Still I believe, (I’m missing) I’m missing something real, I need someone who really sees me…
“Breathless” - The Corrs
I’m waiting for you only, The slightest touch and I feel weak, I cannot lie, from you I cannot hide, And I’m losing the will to try, Can’t hide it (can’t hide it), can’t fight it (can’t fight it..)
“Missing you” - Freestyle
‘Coz I’m missing you so bad
Now that you’re not by my side
This yearnin’ I can’t explain
Feeling I just cannot contain
I know someday I’ll get over you
It just takes time and some getting used to
Each day I’m feeling blue
Every road leads me back to you
“Wish I could” by Dingdong Avanzado
How I wish I could hold you in my arms
Keep you safe and keep you warm
But now all I can do
Is hope and long for you
You’re in my mind every night and day
Wishing you’re part of me in every way
‘Coz all I wanted to do (I wanted to do)
Was to always be there for you
Wish that I could tell you just how much I love you
Dyingly missing him………… September 7, 2007
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mrag mamatay nko sa kamingaw nko sa iya bah! waaaaaaaaaaaahhh!
…. THE!?!??!?!?!?…… part too September 7, 2007
Posted by grincuddle in : Uncategorized , 3commentsTHE…
I thought Jay’s ex-girlfriend was really out of our lives. But heaven
only goes that I was wrong. Kakakasal pa lang namin nun when Jay
received a uninamous text. “Meet me at the clinic”. I had a stinking
feeling in my butt. I told him not to go. It might in danger him. Pero
sabi niya, ok lang daw because life is what we make. Tumahimik lang
ako. Sabi niya, Penny for you talks? But I didn’t know what to say.
Beggars can’t be losers. Isa pa, worried talaga ako na baka yung girl
yun. Jay said, Can’t got your tongue?? I tried to smile at him. Kahit
di ako nagsalita, actions speak louder than works, di ba?
Be that as is may, umalis pa rin siya. I was out of the loophole.
After a few hours, I called him on his cellphone. But my calls fell on
Jeff’s ears. Lalo akong nag-worry kasi I didn’t even know Jeff. Sabi na
nga ba di na dapat umalis si Jay. That’s what I’m talking about it.
So I tried calling some friends who will help me find Jay. That’s
what friends are for naman di ba? But I just faced a blank mall. I had
to do this alone. Nag-taxi na lang ako. Pero ang mahal na pala ng plug
down rate.
When I got to the clinic, the security was really buffed up. Di
basta-basta makakapasok. So I said, I beg your cordon. I’m patient.
It’s my favorite virtue nga e.? Nagduda yata yung isang guard.
Hinawakan ako sa arm. The nerd! I shouted, Don’t touch me not! Buti na
lang the other guards were nice and said, Come on, let’s join us.
When I went inside, parang I’ve been there, done there. Nung walang
nakatingin, nag-explore ako. Nakarating ako sa top floor and I had a
bird’s IQ of the clinic. I could not explain it but I was drawn to a
room on the floor. Siguro Divine Intermission na yun.
Parang may narinig akong umuungol. I was thorn. Di ko alam kung aalis
ba ako o papasukin ko. It made me stick in the stomach to think that
Jay and his ex-girlfriend were there. I tried to tell myself to slower
my expectations. But to tell with it! I had to strike while the iron is
not. I had to hear the truth from the corpse’s mouth. I barraged in. O
my gas! Si Jay, naka-strap sa operating table, parang genie pig sa
isang nakakatakot na experiment. He was on the cutting edge. He
was bleeding. At ang doctor na nagpapahirap sa kanya, ang ex-girlfriend
niya at ang bago nitong boyfriend, ang nurse na si Walter. Doon ko
napatunayang blood is thicker than Walter.
Guess watch? Di ko alam kung paano ko nagawa pero I was able to search
and rescue Jay. Siguro adrenaline brush na yun.
Now, he’s recovering. Nag-sorry siya na hindi siya nakinig sa akin. I
know it’s a better pill to swallow your pride so it’s forgive and
forget me not. All swell that end swell. I know we should kiss and put
on makeup.
Ang ex-girlfriend naman niya at si Walter, nakakulong na. Detention
is really better than cure. So the moral of the lesson is: if symptoms
persist, insult your doctor.
Happy Birthday di! September 6, 2007
Posted by grincuddle in : Uncategorized , add a commentI just want to greet my daddy a HAPPY BIRTHDAY….
That’s all!
Missed call September 4, 2007
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My relationship with my husband depends on the tip of our finger. For past few days, I haven’t receive any text message from my hubby. I know he is on his way to China but as far as he says it only lasted for 8 days, and it’s 9 days now! I know I may sound rude but it gives me little worried or just missing his presence.
Four years ago, I remembered we started on exchanging forwarded messages. Then followed by “missed call”, Once, twice then thrice. And for me, every time I heard our theme tone “I’ve fallen” it sounds kilig for me. No body knows that he is the one who missed calls me. Other says that my caller is kulit, but for me. I prefer it a kilig sounds and not kulit. ahihihi..I keep on hiding my feelings for him. Until he misinterpreted my conversation with him. He thought that I already accepted his proposal, but not! hahahah…but when I saw how happy he is. I already prefer myself to keep quiet and pretend that what he thought is true. Days, weeks, months then years…I’m already in love with him. A year after, he left to joined the vessel at Hongkong. We promised to wait. I patiently faithfully waited. Until he refused his promotion just to go home and do what he promises to me. We’re not yet financially stable that time (and until now. hehe) but still trying to pursue our wants to become one and lived in one roof legally. I force myself to understand his parents. I opened my mind for getting involved with his responsibility with his parents. Then , time comes along that I was totally feel strange. and someone gave me an advice that it’s not right anymore. It is not right to divide his attention on you and his dreams to his family. And it is not more appropriate to demand your husband also to forget his family and focus on you 100%. What my friend means is that, based on what God says “for this reason a man shall leave his father and mother and be “glued†to his wife and two shall become one.” This passage was indeed true. December 2004, The time I proudly says that my husband is now focusing on our plans and not his plans with his parents. There are times that I wanted to quit but I told myself that I had decided to marry him despite of his weaknesses, I prayed to God that He will give me more patients and understanding. For those times that we, his parents and us live in the same house I was push myself to understand that not all whom got a silent type attitude are virtuous. They has also their attitude that only herself could understand. And unawarely been judge by them through my outer attitude. Well, for me time will only heals those broken wounds but hoping too that the scar will not remain by itself.
It’s fun to read about advices and other stories of a newly wed that been pre-judged by in-laws. Here’s the good site, I want to share: Click this link -> Christian couples
