frenemy May 22, 2007
Posted by grincuddle in : Uncategorized , add a commenta friend and an enemy at the same time??@#$@^&^%U
Isn’t that confusing? Well i guess so.
What comes first on your mind?? As they say, “KEEP YOUR FRIENDS CLOSE, AND YOUR FRENEMIES CLOSER”. Maybe because we our assure enough to share our secrets to our true friends but to our ever dearest frenemy, we have to pretend like friends just for the sake of respect but deep inside we don’t really like her/him. Possibly because her words bring you down intentionally or unintentionally. Or they are good but not enough because you know that in your heart she will bring you down again in the near future. Okay, she likes you but the problem is you don’t even like her (not a percent, never…a BIG NO WAY!!) I am not bad at all. I am just honest to myself. I have a secret. I have a one great frenemy, way back 2003. And until now, I still consider her “@#$%^%&%^&” hahhahah…. 
hmmmmm that’s a long story by the way.
If you’re in doubt, then maybe she is!!!
Brown out, when everything seen is black! May 22, 2007
Posted by grincuddle in : Uncategorized , add a commentLast night, 22 May 2007. The very first time my daughter experiencing “brown out”. I wondered why it is known as “brown out” when everything we see is darkness. hahahha. well, below is the list of my confusion between the two colors.
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A partial loss of power similar to a “blackout“, but with less intensity. May cause lights to flicker, electronic devices to turn on/off spontaneusly, etc.
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“browning out” occurs when you don’t remember something until someone brings it up. It’s not a complete blackout, but partial, because you remember once someone refreshes you.
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Accidentally taking a dump in your pants.
well, i just meant it literally. But all of the above mentioned are well understood.
Hope you get it
Unplanned Cesarean section May 22, 2007
Posted by grincuddle in : Uncategorized , add a commentC-section is a surgical procedure that involves making an incision in your abdomen and uterus through which your baby is delivered. In my case, my OB-gyn suggested me to have an operation due to my painful labor. “ang sakit talaga! sobra!!!” I never expect the pain that caused it. “grabeh talaga”. The waterbag breaks first, then after 14 hours of labor, my daughter came, and the world welcomes her..hahahhaha… There is an advantage also in delivering my baby in C-section, the factor is it helps her protects from contracting infection.
I felt disappointed missing the opportunity to deliver my baby vaginally. The first week was the most difficult, but each day gets better. Becoming a new mom and at the same time I have to responsibly do my duty as a wife also. Days goes by, I adjusted my life being a mom & wife. I am up and about and breastfeeding without a problem. I had my sweet milk whom my daughter loves it so much…it is so amazing that believing my presence is important. There is no word could explain how God is working to us. I am very blessed and complete.
Though I feel cheated delivering my baby on c-section, but feel proud also because I am happily breastfed her until she was on Sixth months old despite of my tiring profession.
“secret diet” May 18, 2007
Posted by grincuddle in : Uncategorized , 1 comment so far“Eat something every four hours and never let yourself “starve” from one meal to the next.”
If you don’t eat at regular intervals throughout the day, you risk disrupting your blood sugar and insulin levels, which in the end can promote fat storage and lower your metabolism — both of which lead to weight gain.
Long Distance Relationship May 18, 2007
Posted by grincuddle in : Uncategorized , add a commentLong Distance Relationships share the same facts as an average relationship. It involves two people who share an interest in each other’s lives, care for one another and of course have a love for each other that they hope will only continue to grow. On the other hand, a long distance relationship does have its differences as well. It takes away your ability to see each other on a frequent note, as well as the choice of being intimate whenever you desire, not to mention that there would be major trust required. Being unable to spend time together in a physical presence makes it harder to hang on to, but does not spell out doom for your relationship.
Miscarriage May 18, 2007
Posted by grincuddle in : Uncategorized , add a commentDecember 07, 2004, A very traumatic experience. I had a teary eyes every time I remembered those bad day. I can’t imagine my baby died on my womb on my very first pregnancy. The baby was 7 weeks young. An angel, an innocent. I have had an ultra sound thrice before she/he died. I was 28 years old when I’m having a miscarriage experienced. It’s hard for me because after almost one year of being married with Eric, my first pregnancy was unsuccessful. But after 10 days, I’m pregnant again. and it is nicole whom survived. That’s why we named our first baby “Eliana Nicole” which means “answered prayer,survivor”….God is really great!
Family May 17, 2007
Posted by grincuddle in : Uncategorized , 1 comment so farGod has united the two of us for a reason. I know It’s no accident. God has it’s own reason and purpose of our past. And I thank our Creator that He gave me a loving husband whom understand my negative & positive attitude. I just don’t understand that we have to sacrifice our present life in order to be happy & contented for the future. We have our plans for our daughter and the soon to come baby..haha lol :).. I am not yet pregnant but We wanted and had plans to have a baby next year. But as what they say that life is so short, so we have to enjoy to the fullest. Well, in prayers nothing is impossible. Maybe I am on a stage of “missing him” badly. I mean, my husband unfortunately is a seafarers…haha “unfortunately???” yep, because it’s not easy not be with my husband all the time. For me, it is an unhealthy relationship, but it’s a part of relationship. I know in my heart God is always there to guide us emotionally and be aware of the temptation that arouse. In my heart Eric is always there…
He calls you to become one (Genesis 2:24), to honor one another (Ephesians 5:22-33), to love one another (I Corinthians 13), and to remain together until death separates you (Matthew 19:9).
Hello world! May 17, 2007
Posted by grincuddle in : Uncategorized , 5commentsHowdy! I want to share my little story about myself…
- I’m LEA IAN SANGO - ENGBINO
- just turning 31 years old last MAY 24.
- married with ERIC VERZOSA ENGBINO
- who is 1 year younger than me, but looks older because of his built.
- I stand 5 feet & 5 inches tall.
- while He stands 5 feet & 7 inches tall. (he isn’t tall enough…duh!)
- We’ve met at our previous employer, a shipping industry. And thank God that we have transformed (hahaha as in completely changed jud !) and separate on that nuisance firm. (God is really good!)
- 23 December 2003. We exchanged our vows on a civil wedding. oppppssss! that is secret by the way. We have our wedding without the knowledge of our parents.
- A year after, I got pregnant but unfortunately the baby was died on my womb when he/she is 7 weeks young, that was December 9, 2004. Miscarriage was happen.
- But God is so good. He gave us another angel on the following year. I knew it thru the absences of my menstruation. February 2004, I bought P-test. I was so surprised and happy. I told my husband about it. We are so glad that after the trauma, blessing came!
- 18 September 2005. Eliana Nicole Sango Engbino came to our life!
A gift from God. I love her so dear. No words could describe the love of a parents. I am so contented and grateful because God is with us always!
